2007 to 2008

the end and beginning of 2008 has been a whirlwind of events, which I will probably never ever forget... 2007 ended on a high note with the cambodia trip fr 13-27 dec where I made new friends and had loads of fun... the last few days of the year was spent with a dizzying mixture of emotions. I've nv done so much thinking into what I want, what I am. I've never had courage enough as much to hurt someone as I did. I've never felt so ashamed about myself. I've never had to hide things from the closest people in my life. I've never made a more decisive decision than this. Thanks superman for appearing in my life, making me follow my heart, Sorry Manfred, for taking up your time and thank you for giving me wonderful memories to hold on to... Thank you my dear friends, esp Geraldine who has been the source of reasoning n unconditional support. Things happen for a reason n i hope all that happens, is for the better. I do hope I never have to, and I never wan to hurt anyone again...