Wednesday, January 16, 2008

till now...

i still feel bad abt the most shocking thing i've done in my life... blame it on my ignorance... remember reading somewhere before tt what initially seems like opposites complementing each other may not b tt feasible in real life. its true to a certain extent that opposites attract... but i guess wat allows couples to stay together is actually being more similar den different. accomodations and even sacrifices can be made for the other person... it may work... but sometimes it can get really tiring n it doesn't really allow space for each other to grow as an individual... to the extent tt I becomes WE... ppl who are similar, in comparison, have less to change for the sake of the other... love cannot be all abt giving n sacrificing... we r not saints... if we r to concentrate on how we can make sacrifices, no matter how willing we r, it will be consuming too much of our energy n time... tt we cannot enjoy other aspects of loving the other person...
this is how i feel... i'm not trying to justify anything... there is no justification for hurting another person badly too... im sorry now n i will always be sorry for realising so late...I'm sorry...

on a happier note, i'm kind of warming up to sch although lessons are still yawn n slp inducing... but at least i feel warmth :)

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