generally happy but busy

ok i shldn't be blogging but the TB irks me... so ya... haha

CNY seems the same every year, but every year, there are still changes. The people are basically the same, but since the elder generation passed on, i.e grandparents, the formality has been greatly reduced. Nonetheless, it's an opportunity to chat with my cousins, all of whom are getting bigger, more matured, v unlike when we were still kids playing catching. Haven't had the chance to see my maternal side relatives, of which i feel rather guilty. somehow, CNY is a time of realisation, of how fast time passes, n how ppl grow up n den grow old. i guess this inevitability has taught me to enjoy the journey, n not jus look forward to the destination, which of cos in this case is death. not exactly happy! haha... but anw, i wish the ppl i love, the ppl i know, the ppl i will know, n the ppl whom i'll never know, will have more happiness n less sorrow. :)

Valentine's day... in secondary school, I envied those girls who received gifts fr admirers, cos I myself received no such thing. in jc, it became a day where S72 exchanged little gifts n no one was left out. a yr ago, i received a bear n a bouquet of roses fr a guy (courtesy of 2 girls anw), but i was happy n surprised, even though i now feel Vday is a commercialised day, as it was my first real Vday gift afterall. This yr, i received a meaningful present from another guy. A gift of sincerity n thought, which i guess i have always craved for. Thank you dear.

CCS is drawing near n after sat's rehearsal, i think the actual event should go pretty smoothly n i really look foward to its conclusion!!!

Argh... school, as usual, is busy busy busy. but i'll survive :)

yest had squad reunion dinner cum Yuelin's 21st bday at PL's house. i would say it was a success despite the gross excess of food n my $16 loss at mahjong! :(