the weeks of sch semesters seem to pass extremely quickly, the cycle of monday blues n tgif is really rapid, friends have passed their 21st birthdays n gone back to their foreign lands to study, n the rest of us r jus working hard n looking forward to the holidays. For me, CCS 2008 came to a wonderful conclusion on 230208 after these few months of work, n it was a great relief as well as a memorable experience. Congrats Geraldine n thanks to those who helped out in one way or another!
260208 was fishing day! yx n me suddenly had this crazy idea to go fishing n the day before, we headed to changi v to buy a fishing rod, which cost us ard $40 including equipments. we managed to catch 2 fishes which albeit being small, still gave us first-timers a sense of achievement! however, i must admit its a rather cruel thing esp when u have to retrieve the hooks from the fishes. it really isn't a pleasant sight to behold. in the morning, seeing the old birds fish put us to shame, cos they caught huge fishes, compared to ours. but well! we shall do better next time~



well, recently, even though my busy schedule has kept me well occupied, my mind sometimes still drifts back to manfred. not tt i still yearn for him, but rather, he seems such a distant figure, n when i try to recall the times that we spent together, they feel so surreal, as if it was another jennifer. it makes me feel a sense of detachment, of discontinuity in my life, was I another person when i was with manfred? is this the precise reason why i couldn't stay with him, because i seemed to "lose" myself? but whatever the reason may be, i know this is already part of my history, n i really look forward to life with yx, n i really hope that i'll be the real jennifer from here on. i know tt manfred probably hates me now, is totally disgusted now, but he was a v dear n close friend, n deep in my heart, i feel hurt tt i hurt him, feel hurt cos i lost a good friend. i swear i'll never hurt anyone like this again, i'd rather be the only one hurt...